Thursday, November 26, 2009♥

Apologizing doesn't always mean that you're wrong and the other person is right.
Sometimes it just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.



When you see me now, I hope you're sorry
and I hope you regret how you hurt me.
I hope you see me with someone else and wish it was you.
I hope you regret all you done and wish you could take it all back.


I'm not going to spend my life chasing people. You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. Because I'm done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change. I've learned love is hard and life is strange.



I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. Always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you a huge part of my life, wasting time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you. And most of all, for not hating you when I know that I should.

11:32 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009♥

fucking sick nowwwwwwwww
having the flu since sunday and its gettig worse!! maybe i have H1N1.... im losing my voice




monday was fun, tuesday wasnt really, wednesday was sucky, today also, eee, life feels damn empty and meaningless nowadays. its like, play, play , play. nothing better to do, money keeps running away from meeee. sucks. where's my rockstar job! they dont want me work for them ):




ok, im bored of typing

10:55 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009♥

now that o's is over, i feel so lost. i threw away my sch shoes yesterday. LOL!
need to get a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2:36 PM

Thursday, November 05, 2009♥

5 more days and its over! i can do it!

11:34 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009♥

friends are never really your friends
everyone in the end just thinks about themselves. no such thing as true friends or soulmates. it's all just bull.

5:01 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009♥

recently things have been going downhill, im so stressed everyday cause of studies, but i just cant seem to start to hit the books, migraines everyday just killing me. then plus relationships are so rocky...i just hope this year can be over quickly...

9:15 PM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009♥

I guess I just have to learn to accept that you aren't the person I once knew
and we aren't the best friends we once were.

9:11 PM

Monday, July 06, 2009♥

7:00 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009♥

hahaha, pictures of when we caught transformers

2:34 PM

well, friday ended my prelims. its gna be so damn screwed...
and im gonna drop to combined science.



anyway, friday met darling in the afternoon, then around 3 plus or 4 plus met leslie, went over to plaza sing met yvonne sandy hongkiat, went to watch transformers. hahaha. it was not bad, i love bumblebee :D and megan fox, so hot!


then saturday woke up, went with darling eat lunch, slack, then went pp met sandy yvonne hk around 9



im bored with life/


i really really regret my sec 3 year. its the turning point where everything went downhill. i dont know what i was thinking then, all lost just to play. my dance, education, family. everything. even friends. why. and the one person who led to all this shit , im not even friends with now.


at least i got something i will never regret, a boyfriend who really loves me for who i am. but i always so insecure, i dont know why. he always msg girls, then they msg until so flirtatious. i dont know what to think, i try not to be jealous, not to suspect him, so i dont say anything. but inside its like killing me. plus now he starts to delete msgs, which is even worse, then i feel like his trying to hide stuff from me, which just rips me apart. maybe i just think toomuch.

12:03 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009♥

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YAY!!!!!!


THEN I'LL FINALLY BE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WHOOHOO
PLUS WATCHING TRANSFORMERS TMR! SEE THE HOT MEGAN FOX! LOL OK IM GOING CRAZY AND IM NOT EVEN STUDYING MY HISTORY NOW. LOLLOLLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOL.

ok.stop.

9:45 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009♥

im gonna die for my prelims so bad. hahaha, tmr's bio yet i havent started at all
LOL

6:02 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009♥

went out with sandy and vonnie today to watch night at the museum 2! wahlao, even though the movie screen so many days le still got so many ppl watch, the cinema was like full! haha, i wore the aldo shoes darling gave me (: but he sad cause i wear when he not in singapore. hehe, darling i promise next time i wear when i go out with you :D i love you!

anyway, met them at compass, then sandy and hk ate, vonnie ate at home alr, so i never eat, dont want eat long johns, so ex plus so little. LOL so end up whole day i never eat anything except one durian puff -.- oops, darling i know i promised you i wont skip meals but i really not hungry! hehe, sorry baby. anyway, travelled to plaza sing, got our tickets and went in, it was quite funny, lol, i miss gumgum. LOL!

10:54 PM

FEMME




♥Amor Vincit Omnia
Serena Leong <3
Fifteen!
DANCER! <3
28 FEBRUARY (presents welcomed!)
CEDARgirls'
1N'06
2N'07
3i'08
4i'09
ROSE cheerleader'07
OLE cheerleader'08
starburst'07
INSPI[RED] '08
ilovelaughing!
proudtobeme! ((:
i just wanna shedmysoul<3
♥Sweetly Attached To AngZhenLong,110908♥

hello, awesome


-SYF GOLD! <3 ( with f-ing honours!!!!!!!!!!!!)
-uhh, cash flow?
-good results for sec2 streaming!actually they're not very good, but at least i have two A1s.
-nice abs!
-THE TOPSHOP SHOESSSSS!
-polaroid camera!actually its my sis's. hahaha!
-a camera for myself!
--grow taller!
-get hugs from everyone i know!
-a picture with you (:
-get slimmer!!
-share a banker bf with julynn! ((:
-laoshi back. ):
-for time to rewind.
-for true love to exist
to love and be loved.
-for you to always be happy.doesnt matter whether its with me or not, but just to see you smiling would be enough.


well, seeing my wishlist made me realise, these are all so superficial and unimportant. so i deleted most of them. maybe in life, we do not need so much. what i guess i really want, is for all my loved ones to be safe, happy. for true love to exist, for hearts to stay unbroken, to stay selfless for the people around me. for the less fortunate in the world to get some aid they need. its funny, that those who are more fortunate are the ones who are always wanting more. its time to think about others.

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